04.18.07. what a day . - my so called Brother is such a piss off . he ruined my day . he really feels hes perfect and all .but he really isnt . he`s bossy and selfless . before , he wasnt even like that . man i`m pisshed . Bad choice of friend kase shaa e ` , HMPH! kaya sha nagkakaganyean .

-so continuin` .. i woke up at around , lets say , 8.30 am . i usuallee wake up at that time . hmm , anyweiz , i had a good breakfast && all . i felt really baad about sumtheen` .. :[[` , i feel hubz is hiding sumthing again . waaaa . barbie , don`t be too n e g a t i v e , i don` really wannah be negative , it just so happes that i`m afraid .. :[` waaa . i wannah tell heem bout it later , i don` want our relathionsheep to end at all . so , befoh lunch , i watched HomeBoi , it was wealiee nice . the tapic was kewl . it`s about how to be aware or sumtheen so that when yeor in a relathionsheep , you wont be fooled or ndi ka maloko . ;]` . so eon . txt-txt and stuff ;;]` den we were called to eat our lunchiee na :]` , i`m full .. ha ha :]]` . so after wards , akalaah co parang Ok-ok na . pero ndeeh pala , my brother ruined everything tudaai . he took both cellphone`s and he theenks he RULES over everitheeng , but he absolutlee isnt the KING . too much PRIDE can ruin your whole personality . naco . bad treep sha . i really got mad even infront of our dad becos I DON`T CAREE . it`s my life , i`ll do what i want . if it wasnt for me , ndi naman sha well-liked by people e . by now , everyone myt even hate heem just becos of what he`s duuin` . it`s not ritteee . what if kea i tell Melon Shake `bout hees stoopid childish attitude? , i`m xure she`ll hate heem . male ata eong inakala coe tungkol sakaneaa .. so kaming tatlo ni Jireh , Pauline && Me have official EVIL SIBLINGS . i hopee he changes . kase madameng masasaktan sa ugaleeh nea , esp` the people whu trulee loves heem , and the people whu are expecting alot from heem . sana talaga bumalek na sa dateeh , haay . he used to be vewi loveeng and careeng and supportive pa ngaa e , what happend?! . ang sarap sisihen yeong mga nag BI sakaneaah , naco , masasakal co eong mga eon e ! mga punyetaaah sila , pero nakakines den , kase nainfluence sha . it`s really really not riiteee . masaraap pa naman mag mahal eun ... d a t e :[[` . waaaaa . naco , if he onlee knew how much i laab heem . haaay , alot of people actuallee care foh heem , pero ndi nea lang pinapansen , parang HANGEN lang kamee . :[` , haaaaay . sana talaga bumalik na sa dateeh , when everything felt okay and everything was about caring foh each other and not hateeng and hurting each other . gwabe kase ee , parang everyday NAGMAMAHALAN kameeee , ndi kami NAGAAWAY at NAGTATAMPUHAN . grabeeee , noh jireeh? grabe taung tatlooh ni paulinee , nagmamahalan ang mga magkakapated . hay naco . buteee andyan yeong mga taung alweiz there for mee .. :[` not like mah brother . i don`t theenk he cares . haaay , i alweiz let heem hurt me . okay lang saken eon , kung don na sha sumaseaa , cge , i`ll let heem hurt moi lang .. :[` i need TLC peepz , sobwa , in exchange of everything my bro has done for me . nakakaines . nakak inet ng uloo . pero Yes , Mahal co paden sha . kase kahet anu aman mangyaree , kapated co sha . sha lang naman nagiisah cong kapated e , wala naman papalet sakneaaah . :[` my one and only Brother . waaaaaa , ang saad .. :[ ndi cguroo aco makakatulog nang mauyos mamayang gabe just becos of what`s happening . masama na talaga luoob co e . sobang saaamaa na talaga . i love heeem even thoe kung ano ano ginagawa nea saken na kagaguhan . :[[`



-- 12.58pm . chatting with Jamiee Magcale . she`s like mah Diaree . i can tell her everything . waaab her to beets . :]` she also comforts meeh and gives me advices . :] a trueeee bestfriend/seestaaah ;]` .



- - - that`s ol foh naw.


-chiyooo .






-PS. Tender Love && caree pwease? ;;)`