Thursday, April 26, 2007
uber latee post`s . sorri peeps . been doin` so so sooo much thiings , && i left blogger for a lil` whileee . HMPH :[` saddend mee . hmmm so what actually happened is :: April 22.07 . hated thiis day . well here goes . ::: when i wokee up , everythiing was oh-so-finee , than i remembered Jireeh was going to Sm sucaat with his Ubeh-missed fwends-slash-bestfriends-ishud-sai . i wished he haad tons-o-foon . theen , jireh calleed thruee mah cellfonee :]` we talked && talked until , hmmm , we haad to takee lunch ata . cheen && alee were damn fooniee whilee mee && jii were talkin , theen he hang-oop. we atee lunch && so on && so forth likee a normal day goees . theen mee && paulinee talked on thee fonee , i kept oon textin jireeh , he didnt reply , i got pissed that timee , causee i had an uberliee bad morning , && ol i needed was TLC - tender Lab && caree - , that`ss why i kept oon textin` hiim , but still he didnt reply && i becamee damn damn
D A M N :[ sad + maad.
_ bewi soweee . i had a bad morning . too negativee :[` _
so there , i got extremlee mad about the thiings && blaa . uber negativitee. so , afterwards mee && val talkeed oon thee fonee . i triied maah best to cool down . && jireeh kept oon textiin` mee askiing if i`m mad at hiim . :[` waaa , i didnt care. so i didnt reply . uberleee Mad talagaa . soweeeeee . :[[` so , i found oouut . SomeOne . texteed Jireeeh . :[` hmph . waah , then fooh thee furst timee again i texteed with freddo . waaah , miss that fwend oop minee :]`` madee me slytlee happee . after thaaat , dbaa i was uber maad . so i didnt even reaally care . i pretended i didnt even noee a -JIREH- :[[` so , wee ate . i didnt feel happee . i felt anger . afteeer wards , eoon , had a normaal niteee . until it struck abouut . 8pm . mee && jireeh txted && texted , uber nilalabas co galiit co . i was Damn crying hard . you cannot imagineee . kasee sa sobraang galiit co . i was thinking to dump hiim , but guese whaaat , i madee a promisee never to leave or hurt hiim . so i
wont , nevaaa. . a . p r o m i s ee . is a
p r o m i see . i`m kipin` heem .
I UBER LAAB HEEM . i heard hee cried aat Sm sucaaat . wuaaah! :[[` hu hu hu . theen paul told me whilee they were talkiin , he cried again . wuah! :[[` nooo . it`s all maaah fault . i wanna stab my self with aa knifee or gunshot maah head . :[[` uber madee mee sad . waah . i can`t beeliivee i hurt heem becos i was too angry && negativee . i`m mad at maah self . badleee . kill me . thaaan . he told mee how much he loved me && how much he wanteed to keep our relathionsheep` . awww . thaaan , paul begged mee too forgivee Jii && givee him ONE last && F I N A L . chanceee . so i did . she`s maah bestiee && i waab jireeh . id do anythiin` . theen he asked mee if i wanted to continuee our relathionshipp . i said. ::
mee :: No . brk na. - text-
Jireeh :: ``bla bla bla`` ( .forgot. ) , this is our LAST communicatiioon . bye.
mee: jowk!! i wab you! :]` - i was curious :P sowee-
jireeh::`` i , sorry , kala ko ``ha ha
mee: :)) baliw ka talagaah` , i madee a promise i wont leave you . i love you . :]`
yes! :]` welcomee back to fairytalee . cmon` therez no fairytalee without prob`s && fights && yah noee what i`m tryiin` tah saii . :]` boot i love jireeh po vewi vewi maach . nevaa gonna leavee heem! :]`` weee.
so eon , haad foon sa text . i texteed oop too 2.am :]` theen the daay ended wiid a good nitee slip :]`
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